Key, Codes and Symbols Stories

Ever since I could remember, I have loved many words which began with the letter M.

I would compile lists of them:
  • Miracles
  • Magic
  • Mystical
  • Marvellous
  • Mistral
  • Meander

on and on I would go doodling and adding to the list.

Imagine my delight and surprise to note when reading The DaVinci Code by Dan Brown that Leonard DaVinci also loved the letter M and it's design as he maintained that it symbolised the Perfect Union of The Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine Vibration.

Now I never knew that until then!

My list always included Merlin, Magi and Melchior however it is only recently that I realise just how profound these words have become for me.

So, I encourage you, never discount things which appear to be of no consequence but which are meaningful to you. You never know where they may lead.


Key, Codes
and Symbols - The Angel in the Sky

On Friday night 4th July 2008 just as I was about to board the train to go home, I read a very upsetting headline in the newspaper. It was the last words of a young black man who had been stabbed and as he lay dying.

As I sat on the train, I was so sad. Obviously because this was such a tragic taking of a young life, too many young lives at that time for there was a spate of this type of incident, but also because I had written the Hay4Kids Self Esteem programme a number of years earlier which I had intended to be held in schools across The UK and more importantly very nearly succeeded in doing so. I was so passionate about this programme based on the Louise Hay 'You Can Heal Your Life' philosophy and truly believe that if children know how uniquely beautiful and special they are from a very early age..
Well, these gangs which attract young people just would not hold any appeal and therefore not exist.

As I left London, lost in deep and very sad thought, I looked up to the sky. As I did an Angel appeared in the sky. Her wing span was immense and encompassed the entire London City skyline. Now, I know I am an Angel person. I believe in Angels and all they can do for us however until that day, I have never seen an Angel. I looked all around to see if anyone else had seen this phemomena however everyone was, as usual, engrossed in their newspapers, ipods, etc.. It seemed that no-one could see this beautiful apparition but me but how could they not, I thought. She is huge. Surely someone else can see this beautiful Angel in the sky.

I wished I had a phone which took photos at that time however I didn't. The Angel remained in the sky until just before my destination and then as if she had never been there at all, she was gone. The only explanation I have is that the beautiful Angel appeared to me that night to bring me hope and to let me know that God and the Divine and Ascended Masters knew how sad I was and they understood.

Even Now when writing about this experience, I am emotional because it brings back to me just how very sad I felt and how grateful and reassured I was to see that very beautiful and very large Angel.
This happened on 4th July, as I mentioned. It is also the date of Independence Day for The United States of America. I have always loved America and have a number of American friends so I have often wondered whether there is a particular personal significance for that date for me too.

As the 4th July the following year approached, I wondered whether anything as magnificent would happen for me. Well, it did but I had to wait until 11.00pm that night. I was at the Take That concert in Wembley Stadium watching and listening to their final song which was when 80 thousand people sang along to 'Rule The World' all pointing to a dazzlingly eye catching 6 Pointed Star which hung as a magnificent finale backdrop. Yes, that's it, I thought...that's my 4th July sign from those on high!

Every year since, something very personal and rather gracefully spectacular has happened for me on 4th July..Yes, every year since. So, once again, I ask that you take note of these special High, Spiritual experiences which occur for you alone. For when they do, it is a sign from God and The Angels.


Keys, Codes and Symbols - Tony Stockwell

Several years ago now, I had the wonderful opportunity to do some training in Mediumship skills at Tony Stockwell's Studio in Essex. It was an amazing experience and one which I know helped me gain confidence in my own abilities. I also love the fact that Tony's Studio instils the need for ethics, compassion and the right and the wrong way to deliver a message from a deceased loved one into their trainees. I have witnessed blessed healing for those suffering the torment of
deep grief from attending a Mediumship event.

One evening during my time at Tony's we were taken in meditation to meet our guide. It was a breathtaking and beautiful experience which I have never forgotten. I found myself in a very old and ancient kitchen for want of a better word. There was a lady in the kitchen who was using a pestle and
mortar to grind herbs into a healing potion. She had her back to me however looked over and smiled when she saw me. The lady had a quiet, graceful energy and was simply attired wearing a white veil on her head as women from The East i.e. Asian and Arabic countries do.

The lady implied to me that I was a healer, too. The lady then took me flying through the night time skies. I wore a simple gold crown on my head which had a Star shape stencilled out. The Star was immediately over my third eye. As I journeyed through the night sky holding the lady's hand, millions of Stars flew through the Star in my crown and trailed behind me like blow bubbles.

The lady smiled at me and nodded for she knew that I had understood her. The lady's message to me was that I should take all the Stars and give them to whoever I met from that day forward.

By reading this little piece, please know that I have just given you a Star. A Star of Hope, A Star of Beauty, A Star of Grace, A Star of Kindness and Compassion, A Star Of Fun and Laughter, A Star of Joy And Wonderful Experiences. All I ask is that you too share these Stars with whoever you met along you way. They don't even need to know. It will be our secret, yours, mine and the lady.

I call her Star by the way.

For anyone who is interested in learning a little more about Mediumship, Clairvoyance and this aspect of Spirituality then I would recommend Tony's Studio. I have nothing but praise for Tony and the people who work with him.


Key, Codes
and Symbols - Merlin and the Magic Gold Hat
and The Golden Hat Foundation

In 2010 some rather wonderful things happened to me which stemmed from the fact that I discovered that the enigmatic and Wonderful Wizard, Merlin was my guide. To say that I was amazed was an understatement however over time I have come to accept that Yes, Merlin is my guide and rather beautifully my life has never been the same since.

It was Merlin who told me that he was
Melchior of The Magi in an earlier life and from that knowledge has sprung The Sacred Order Of The Magi book.

However, this particular story is pure Merlin!

That same year, I commissioned the Merlin painting which you will find on the website. It is titled, 'I Am Returning Said Merlin To The Faeries' and based on the first channelled message from Merlin. I had never done such a thing before however I just knew that Merlin wanted me to create this painting. A wonderful artist came my way, Paul Workman, and I am sure you will agree that Paul has painted a Merlin Masterpiece! I love this painting which hangs in my Angel Room at home.

The following year following another profound Merlin channelling, I approached Paul once again to paint another portrait of Merlin. This painting is called 'Merlin And The Book of Light'. The Book Of Light is Merlin's famous Book of Spells.

My husband and I travelled to mystical Avebury from our home in Essex to meet Paul and collect the painting. During the journey home, I heard an announcement on the radio astounded me! That day, Kate Winslett, the actress announced that she had become Patron of The Golden Hat Foundation. The Foundation is the inspiration of one mother's efforts to help another. When Kate Winslet narrated A Mother's Courage: Talking Back to Autism, a documentary about a young Icelandic boy named Keli Thorsteinsson living with autism, the Oscar-winning actress and mother of two became inspired to make a difference.

After meeting Keli's mother Margret, Kate was deeply touched by Margret's far-reaching journey to find a way for her nonverbal son to learn to communicate. And with that, the idea for the Golden Hat Foundation was born. The Foundation's name comes from one of the first poems Keli wrote (using his letterboard), entitled "The Golden Hat":

This boy had a golden hat.
The hat was magical. It could talk.
The boy did not have any voice. He had autism.
His hat was always with him.
His hat was lost one day.
Now he had no way of telling them his stories.
His mom and dad became sad.
They taught him spelling on a letterboard.
It was hard.
Keli Thorsteinsson

Now as you know, Merlin's Gold Hat has magical powers. It can transform disappointments and manifests hopes and dreams.

I know that one day and somehow but I have no idea how, Merlin's Gold Hat will help children with Autism. There can be no coincidence in all of this.

The Gold Hat will help The Golden Hat Organisation, one day.


Key, Codes
and Symbols - Aaron Swartz

On Monday 14th January 2013, I read of the suicide passing of a young man who until that moment I never knew existed however the news affected me as though he was one of my own family. It was so palpable a grief that I questioned myself.

The young man was apparently a gentle genius with a brilliant, intensely enquiring mind who also suffered from depression. There were also, unfortunately, tragic circumstances which to all intents pushed this beautiful boy, and he was beautiful, over the edge of life so that he could find no other way than to take his own believing that his seemingly insurmountable troubles would be left behind. Of course, they were however this beautiful boy also left behind his partner and family who are inconsolable in their grief at the passing of such a bright light in their lives.

Their lives and the lives of many whom this beautiful boy touched in life will never be the same.

But why did I feel such grief? I who had never met this beautiful boy, had never even heard of him until that moment and then only by chance.

At such times of course, I turn to my Spiritual Path to find the answers.

In 2007, I was blessed to receive a channelled message from Archangel Zadkiel of The Violet Flame. This beautiful message Is to be found on my website: and within this message you will find Archangel Zadkiel's Great White Marble Healing Dome. The message speaks of the forthcoming Ascension however of course in 2013, The Ascension has arrived. During the years since 2007 until now, I have taken many, many people to Archangel Zadkiel's Healing Dome. Some I knew, many I didn't. I just knew that on a highly evolved and spiritual level all those people would receive the comfort and solace that their hurt and wounded minds, bodies and spirits cried out for.

So last night, as is my way, I 'took' the beautiful boy and his grieving family to Archangel Zadkiel's Healing Dome. I never know which Divine Being or Beings will step forward to assist in the healing process. Last night, Yeshua Ben Joseph, or Jesus came forward and took the beautiful boy in his arms. He bathed him in the Sacred Waters of the Healing Dome soothing his troubled mind and body holding him close, nurturing, and oh so compassionately. The beautiful boy's family stood by watching the scene receiving the cool, calm balm of Yeshua's Healing to their beautiful boy in equal measure.
It was one of the most emotionally moving scenes that I have experienced in The Great White Healing Dome.

While in the throws of this beautiful experience, it also came to me that since The Ascension there is no Karma. In a suicide passing, there would have been a time when it was said that the person would not escape their demons; they would have to return again to face them and deal with unfinished business. This is not the case now. The beautiful boy has gone to the Light with Yeshua by his side. He will return to Earth, if he chooses, triumphant and as beautiful as before but with the added knowledge that this time he will not fail or be failed by others.

How very beautiful and how blessed are we to know this.

Dedicated to Aaron Swartz
November 8 1986 - January 11th 2013